I didn’t expect to lose my job.
It happened suddenly, do to budget cuts.. the kind of news that makes your stomach drop and your mind spin with “what now?” But, here is the wild part: Around the same time, a door swung open for my business. It felt like a breakthrough. A blessing. But, I won’t sugarcoat it.. it was also scary!
The timing didn’t make sense.
And maybe that’s the point?
Sometimes, trusting God doesn’t come with clarity. It can come with chaos. And, it’s IN the chaos that our faith is stretched, moment by moment. That’s where I’ve been lately. Walking through a storm that He didn’t cause, but that He’s absolutely using.
He’s using it to anchor me, to prepare me, and to remind me: I’m right where I’m supposed to be.
And yet, trusting God in this season has not been easy because… The income from my 9 to 5 is what I have always used to pour into my business projects. Now? That income is gone. And, I don’t know when I’ll reach a place of financially stability again.
This new opportunity has is exciting, but it’s also challenging me to stretch my faith in a whole new way. I’ve had to face a tough truth, in that my job was never my source.. God is. If he gave me this opportunity, if I prayed and truly believe this is in His will… then, I have to trust that He will also provide what I need to walk it out. That means even without a paycheck, I have to believe that resources will still come. That provision is still possible. That I’m not stepping out alone.
4 No-Fluff Steps for Trusting God in the Chaos
If you’re in a season where everything feels uncertain.. where it looks like things are falling apart just as something new is beginning – here are steps that are helping me move forward, even in the unknown:
Acknowledge the Fear, but Don’t Let it Lead!
Fear is loud when our security is shaken. But, just because it shows up doesn’t mean it has to drive.
I’ve been honest with God: “I’m scared. I don’t know what’s next. But, I want to trust you.”
That simple, raw prayer is more powerful than pretending that we’ve got it all together. He can work with honesty. He doesn’t need our performance, just our surrender.
Try this: Write out your biggest fear right now. Then, write a truth from God’s word next to it. Let His truth speak louder.
Recognize God As the Source, Not the (Job/Or whatever you’ve been depending on)
Jobs are resources, but they are not The Source. And when that job is gone, it can shake everything… unless you’ve already rooted yourself in something deeper.
I’ve had to remind myself daily:
God is still able to provide, even without a paycheck.
The opportunity I received came just days before I lost my job. That’s not a coincidence. That’s divine provision. But, I didn’t see it that was immediately.
Try this: Reflect on the times God has provided for you in the past, in ways you did not expect. Let that build your faith for what He can do now.
Move With Faith, Not Perfection
I used to wait until things were clear before I acted. Now I realize, sometimes obedience means moving while it’s messy.
I didn’t feel “ready” for the opportunity in my business. But I showed up anyway.
That’s what faith looks like: Not waiting for every answer, but taking the next step because you trust the one who’s leading.
Try this: Ask yourself, what’s one small step of obedience I can take today? It doesn’t have to be big, just intentional.
Speak Life Over Your Storm
In this season, I’ve had to declare truth daily, even when my feelings don’t agree.
“God is for me”
“This transition is preparation”
“Provision is already on the way”
“I was created for such a time as this”
Speaking life doesn’t change your situation overnight, but it does shift your posture.
Try this: Start your day with a faith declaration. Out loud. Even if your voice shakes. Even if you don’t quite believe it yet.
My friend, chaos has a way of making us question everything. But, if we listen closely, it can also reveal what’s true:
God is still good.
He’s still working.
And even in this storm – especially in this storm, He’s still writing our story.
If you are in a season that doesn’t make sense.. take heart. Trust the author, even when the chapter feels confusing. You’re not lost. You’re being led.
Fast forward >>> I accepted the opportunity and for a while, I didn’t know how I was going to afford the resources. But, God already had a plan. He already had resources on deck and I am soo thankful, because guess what? Everything worked out in the end! I wanted to freak out, cry, and just sit in my confusion, frustration and discouragement. But, I did not stay there. A way was made, and it turned out pretty good! As always, I just share what has been helpful for me, in hopes that it will reach those who need this encouragement today!
Thank you for taking the time to read this post. I appreciate your support!
With you in the chaos,
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